How Do You Tell the Most Influential Person You Know That You Just Moved Back to Westchester But You Cannot See Him?
Living in the gay desert of Palm Springs burned me out on homosexuality. My mentor and my obstetrician Paul Allen, MD was at the core energy of my new aversion to gay life when he made an extremely brief appearance ar 200 Racket Club Crime Corridor with Danny Wellchance. Incompetent sex crime partners.
Now I am sitting in Dr. Allen’s most favored restaurant to expense in Playa del Rey. I’ve been back in Playa for a week and I have intentionally not contacted the good doctor. I don’t want to see or talk to any men who want sex from me. It’s just me, I want something different for my life now. The same adventurousness of the scatalogical Dr. Paul Allen that makes him more interesting than most men, now renders the same man revolting and disgusting A disease vector to be avoided. Some men stay stuck in their fucked up sexual energy their whole lives. I found a way out of my own emotional disease with a monthly unlimited pass for death defying Kundalini yoga.
PAUL ALLEN: Doctor of the Root Chakra
SUMMER 2011: While Josie Kramer the laughing yogini was teaching me ujayi breathing in Culver City, Dr. Allen was obtaining his sexological bodyworker certification with Dr. Joseph Kramer in Australia. Dr. Allen returned home to our tiny single apartment with his teaching assistant Jane the redhead (not her real name) and they gave me the condensed version of the curriculum. It can all be summed up by the final project: Group Masturbation. The thesis project for a sexological bodyworker certification is the same as the central component of homosexual behavior, group masturbation. Being the standout in a circle jerk will take you far in life, just look at me!
Too much of “gay” life is a shameless glorification of the lower chakras. Perhaps I have received my certification in aberrant or alternative sexual behavior and can be done with all of that now. Each and every Kundalini yoga class ends with singing the song “Long Time Sun”. I want sunlight and brightness in my life now. I don’t want bars or sexual personalities in my consciousness, that’s why I’ve chosen to buy into the Kundalini lifestyle. You have to be somewhere so I’m going to be at Yoga West.