My whole life I have always felt like my own separate gender. My gender is designed by me to be fluid and productive. Making it all up as I go along, trying to have an influence upon the world.
Trying to be two genders in one body. Flying around naked pulling ideas out of the air. I never wanted a sex change or a tattoo. I’m so glad I never had kids. I feel like I am having two separate lives because I never tied myself down with kids.
The older and happier I get the less I need to be around other people. I actually avoid most people. My greatest joy is to be alone. I like to be around people obtaining social gratification and then I need to be alone. Naked. I walked down Pirates Cove today but I kept my board shorts on because there are rock climbers above the beach. Rock climber hipsters will probably call the Sheriff if I go naked on the old nude beach.
I just spent a few hours on Westward Beach Road with Greg Weber. Wore me out. We shot video and tons of people always come up and talk to him about his RV. Greg is doing a lot of the same things that I used to do. I get tired thinking about the way I used to live. When I was married I had to socialize with people I didn’t want to talk too.
I put a lot of work into this website, but not very much on this particular blog. I almost didn’t write a blog today. Can you tell that I’m really forcing this blog out? I’m really working hard blogging and practicing Kundalini yoga. This blog is like a old school “column” from a newspaper. Blogger, journalist, columnist.