Boy As Icon
The Detective’s Guide to Investigating Human Trafficking only contains one sentence on the prostitution of boys and young men. Most of my experience on this subject involves voluntary prostitution based upon economic opportunity and social mobility. Much like young women attach themselves to high profile men to advance their personal situations, I have used relationships with older, high profile professional men. In my world I am called the boy.
Some these men are legitimate professional members of the community and some are registered child sex traffickers such as John Herriot and others. This blog is about waking up and making meaning of my life. I am re-evaluating everything about myself. I like masculine men however I have found myself in the middle of something I think may be very wrong. I am taking a close look at so-called “gay” life. I am taking a close look at myself and I am taking a close look at the people I have been hanging around with.
Boy As Aphrodisiac
Sexually aggressive gay men experience young bodies as an aphrodisiac just like most other men. However the hypersexuality of dominant homosexual men adds a greater emphasis on youth and the androgynous body of a boy. To this day I capitalize on my well-defined yoga body and the effect my physical form has upon older men. Big, strong, sexually aggressive retired gay men go crazy over me and I love it. My problem is that I am now 60 years old the man-boy dynamic is not working out for me as good as it once did. My 75 year old mentor Dr. McDuff sexted me the other day but I just couldn’t get it up to drive the 120 miles to Los Angeles.
Boy As Pedophile Partner
In much the same way that older gay men legitimately gratify their desire for youthful consort by spending time with me, pedophiles find ways to gratify their desire for prepubescent boy bodies. Boys look up to men. Men can easily manipulate young men and boys. Men never did this with me, I was always willing. When I was seventeen years old I had a one-time encounter with a 28 year old Cuban man that was my sexual crossroad into bisexuality. The experience was so completely sexually gratifying that it scared me.