Sikh Swords | PENIS ENVY
How My Spiritual LIfe Was Saved by the Knife Worshipping Kaur Sisters | Kundalini awareness has healed me of my omnipresent castration anxiety by revealing the overwhelming omnipresence of female penis envy in society. I have now been relieved of low level generalized anxiety as well as my decades old liberation from sexual anxiety caused by women. This awareness was brought about by my new liberation from kundalini yoga women specifically. Now this understanding has been integrated and universalized by my persona. I feel free to be myself now. I am experiencing a new level of sexual liberation from both men and women. By more fully experiencing and understanding female penis envy, I feel more safe and secure in my own identity. Thank you to the Kaur sisters, Dya and Adarsh at Yoga West for attempting to emasculate my yoga practice. What does not kill me, gives me something to blog about.
Sikkk in the USA
Kundalini Yoga as Taught by Yogi Bhajan is dominated by emasculating Sikh women exhibiting the symptoms of penis envy. Beginning in childhood, Sikh children are trained to have a sick fascination with swords. In October of 2017 I was kicked out of Kundalini yoga because I wanted to use yoga as sex therapy to replace sexual reassignment surgery in boys. I was on a mission to use kundalini yoga to heal and Dya Kaur wanted to use Kundalini yoga as a sword to castrate me in a fit of penis envy.
Castration anxiety can also refer to being castrated symbolically. In the metaphorical sense, castration anxiety refers to the idea of feeling or being insignificant; there is a need to keep one’s self from being dominated; whether it be socially or in a relationship. Symbolic castration anxiety refers to the fear of being degraded, dominated or made insignificant, usually an irrational fear where the person will go to extreme lengths to save their pride and/or perceives trivial things as being degrading making their anxiety restrictive and sometimes damaging. This can also tie in with literal castration anxiety in fearing the loss of virility or sexual dominance.
Healed of Castration Anxiety
For years women have told me that they are jealous of my skinny androgynous body. My sixty one year-old body is a masterpiece. Now I must learn to thrive on all the feminine energy that comes my way. Now I am living in my new home called my body that I love.