Awake Walking August Weekend Before Labor Day


God told me to stay out of the sun today. It is my first week back in LA after two months in the desert. My body is done with the sun. My plan was to go to a pool party in the San Fernando Valley. However I just took a little walk in the shade of Pavillion’s and the universe told me to stay out of the sun today. Maybe I will go to the beach in the late afternoon when the solar radiation is tapering off and it is really hot here in Culver City. For the time being I am transmuting my sexual energy. I am working with my energy. I am awake. I am always awake. 

My intention is to meet and make new friends. These words reach out to you in the higher consciousness of the Agape Moon in Culver City. Immaculate. Breathing in and out. Free to write whatever I want here. Realizing that my true calling is to lead feminine energy to direction and focus. Leaning into her hard. Pixie goddess of Agape Room One. 

Love spirit flows freely from my heart now. My heard is growing and developing from the heart poverty of my early Aztec human sacrifice. Brutalized into Christ Consciousness and grateful for it now. I have just returned from the edge of the world in Twentynine Palms after thirty days of meditation. Working in the desert my consciousness was burned clean.

The doors of perception were cleansed and archetypal woman appears just as she is. Infinite. Perfect. Radiant Goddess of Playa del Rey I will engage in intimate communion with you later today at the beach. Solar perfection of the beach. Woman is the beauty of the world that keeps me going even if I do not touch her physically.

I am moving away from a world of darkness and into a world of light. I am awake.   


By Dean McAdams

Born a poor peckerwood in a Tujunga holler, Dean overeducated himself beyond his social station to end up a retired paralegal in the coastal paradise of West L.A.