My Kevin Spacey Type Experience

My Kevin Spacey Type Experience

When I was seventeen years old I was seduced by a twenty-three year-old man When I was seventeen years old I came to a sexual crossroads on the streets of the San Fernando Valley. I was a college freshman hitchhiking home to Tujunga, California from CSUN. It was the...
Private Asshole | Public Nuisance

Private Asshole | Public Nuisance

What is a Public Nuisance? Jeff Cowan attended the free nude pool party on the last weekend of the CMEN West Coast Gathering at Camp Shalom Malibu. Then he wrote an anonymous letter to the Camp Shalom administration pretending to be a rabbi. In his letter Cowan...
Mulatto Wood Pile

Mulatto Wood Pile

Woodside Village Mulatto Boy My mother was a Mexican from East L.A. and my dad was a Scotsman from Oklahoma. Therefore my lush olive colored skin seems to have an affinity for all sexy people with melanin intensive epidermis. A mulatto stole my dirt rag at Woodside...
Max McAdams (July 4, 1933 – April 6, 2013)

Max McAdams (July 4, 1933 – April 6, 2013)

Dad’s Death Dance The smoking related death of my dad six years ago today was the liberating experience for me that I always knew it would be. Max had only recently had his first heart attack and he was not going to his medical appointments. Max McAdams...
Autism, Alcoholism & Emotional Recovery

Autism, Alcoholism & Emotional Recovery

Asperger’s Syndrome vs. Full Blown Autistic Crash Helmet Today is World Autism Awareness Day. Topics related to autism have always fascinated me. Thirty years ago for my drunk driving community service I worked at Ahead With Horses giving horse back riding...
Midnight Mission

Midnight Mission

Advanced Recovery Program Proposal Advanced recovery from alcoholism is not for lazy or timid people.  High level recovery could be faciltated by a grant from the Midnight Mission in Downtown Los Angeles, California.  The main purpose of this blog is to propose that...
Scene of the Crime

Scene of the Crime

Attorney Brian Lysaght is a Danger to My Soul Recovery The world is a dangerous place. It took me twenty years of failed attempts to finally recover from the disease of alcoholism. As a result my work record was so sporadic that it became necessary to work as a...