Walking to and fro in the pre-dawn sprinkler mist thinking about relearning how to spiritually perceive and receive. Zeroing out to baseline consciousness it is important to forget everything I “think” I know. My own thoughts just tire me out anyway.
For the first time in my life I am truly grateful to be a total outsider. Everything I have done in life has paid off handsomely. Music, film school, law and media career. This morning after breakfast I caught myself with a huge face cracking smile pushing me down into the couch. I am so vibrant with energy thinking about writing blogs that I am obsessed. Obsessed and compelled to write this blog about thinking. This is my my life. This is my blog illustrating how my mind has opened up.
By learning how to learn I prepare myself to receive the unlimited knowledge of the universe. Learning to play a musical instrument opens the mind in the same way that learning mathematics does. The brain grows by learning how to emotionally process and store information. The emotional energy of your memories is the fuel of your personality.
Parental Thought Patterns
Most of my early thinking skills came from my family of origin and public education. I am feeling the need to slow down right here right now and open my mind up to cosmic consciousness. Sometimes I make the mistake of not thinking things through in a discerning manner. My father and mother taught me to think very judgmentally and I am ridding myself of that. My family of origin taught me to place far too much emphasis on my “other self” instead of my inner self. It is as if other people became my “other self.” I became fragmented and disassociated. When I blossomed out into the world and met other people I learned how to surrender my infantile ego and connect to higher consciousness.
Learning music and math are spiritual preparation for higher consciousness.