Conscious Transformation of Subconscious Speech Patterns
In 2015 I wrote a blog about speech pattern transformation. Now four years later I am finally able to start practicing what I have been preaching. This morning at breakfast I practiced speaking in my new voice wherein I pronounce every word. Lately due to my new neuromuscular disorder I cannot understand my own words when I am speaking. Therefore I need to become a more thoughtfully spoken person so that other people as well as myself can understand my words. I need to speak more carefully instead of just machine gunning my words the way I was taught as a child. It is my intention to begin to speaking more from my heart instead of my head in a conscious transformation of my communication style. I am speaking less and enjoying it more and hopefully people in my community will enjoy my voice more now that I am using it less. Our communication is our personality. As I continue to refine my vocal style this change is also reflected in my writing style. I can feel my transgressive writing style begin to soften up a little bit. The problem is that the Internet does not like subtlety. People only read this blog if it is over the top.
Emissaries of Consciousness Transformation
The Emissaries of Divine Light and Asian people have influenced the self-transformation of my voice. The first EDL services that I went to the speaker used a very soft and quiet voice. If you go to the EDL website or YouTube today and listen to one of the Emissaries services David Karchere speaks in a moderate voice although not quiet as mystical as his predecessors that I am used too. Also listen to the way Asian people speak. Thai people have been like free lessons in speech softening to me. Asian’s seem to have a much more refined and sophisticated way of presenting themselves. I am grateful for all of these influences in my conscious transformation of my voice and therefore my personality. The purpose of writing this blog is to remind myself to speak in a more measured and thoughtful manner.