It is said that Jesus of Nazareth was so pure with cosmic consciousness that the little birds were not afraid of him and would land on his shoulders. I have the kind of personality makes the territorial crows in the park land on the tops of the swing and caw at me while I do my morning sun salutations. The alpha crow even sharpens his beak and makes other threatening gestures and sounds and at me.
Working With Energy
This was all perfectly planned by me and six months in the making. Ever since I started exercising in the park I have been intentionally ignoring the crows. Lulling them into complacency. Crows are notorious suckers and they fell for it. Now I am communicating on an energetic level with the black messengers of death in the event I need their assistance anything. For me everything is all about moving energy these days. Transmuting and transforming energy as a practical way of life. The first step is simply becoming aware of the subtle emotional energy fields around me and you.
Kundalini chakra meditation has healed the cosmic rift between God and myself. My endorphins gush and hug me as intimately as a lover. Happiness like a glowing warm membrane gushes and soothes me.
From my metaphysical healing from alcoholism to my mystical intimate Holy Communion with the Body of Christ Consciousness. Now I can feel. Now I can live and love.
All I desire now is wisdom. Like a cosmic beast who has come in from the jungle I can stop eating so much meat. Now I can fully breath the spirit of God into my soul. My infantile neediness and childhood rage are receding further and farther into the past.
Heart Wide Open
My heart is wide open to the future. My healing grief at my parents passing has been processed almost fully now. Most of my holes have been filled up by the correct round pegs now. There is really no use in continuing to pound on the square pegs.
Now I will pursue wisdom as relentlessly as Odin:
In Germanic mythology, Odin is a widely revered god. In Norse mythology, from which stems most of our information about the god, Odin is associated with healing, death, royalty, the gallows, knowledge, battle, sorcery, poetry, frenzy, and the runic alphabet, and is the husband of the goddess Frigg.