It is a spiritual axiom that the divinity is in the order. My unfoldment as the body of Christ took fifty-nine perfect years of life and death. The divine order of my parents passing has given me the financial freedom to come full circle to the practice of Roman Catholicism. I have gone from religious child to spiritual adult into religious adult. My credentials are serving me well. My life is unfolding in divine order and heavenly perfection.
Last night I made love to God through the Strawberry Moon and Papaya Sunrise. God sex poked through a three a.m. hole in the clouds with a blue orgasm and green afterglow. Driving to the law library in Indio my passport keeps me safe from overzealous Immigration Officers and huge Agua Caliente Indian women. Big like Jupiter. The planets come out at night and dance in the hot desert sand.
Now that I am in love with everything I have surrendered the my pathetic emotional dependencies on other bodies. Soft brown meat puppets idling in the chaparral. Raven haired ravens in black jeans and T-shirts. The desert is a tough customer. I stay inside my air conditioned Mars habitat. Naturism unfolding kundalini rising with me on a pygmalion pedestal. Lessons in sexual intimacy from my proctologist mentor. I have taken transmutation of sexual energy to new levels. Researching and testing prostate positions and techniques.
Creating new neural pathways is the same thing as growing new brain matter. Leveraging brain power by leveraging possible connections. Triangulating information. Adding one plus one to come up with three or five. Have you ever considered that everything you know is wrong? I have. I am totally reinventing myself. I don’t want to be like my parents anymore. I don’t want the inauthentic defense mechanisms I inherited from them.