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Death Wish

Lillian Gomes killed her abusive husband in much the same manner that her son Ken Gomes tried to get me to kill him.  Ken tried to do it in a gay forced shaving humiliation ritual.  Mr. Gomes tries to get everyone to murder him, just ask his neighbor behind him.  He even attempted to get his ex-partner Glenn to murder him.  Ken uses techniques he learned from his mother and father in childhood.  Ken Gomes is into ritual humiliation through shaving fetish and role playing.  Forced shaving is a sub-genre of bondage domination sado masochistic role playing. 

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Humiliation Rituals

When Ken Gomes was in elementary school his mother would occasionally keep him out of school in order to go to the big restaurants of the day.  Her controlling husband never let her keep her own spending money so she learned to be manipulative.  Mother and son would be on a date in the middle of a school day at the Brown Derby and when the check came Lillian never had enough money to pay.  Ken said she would toss a few crumpled bills, some change and maybe the stolen collection bag from her ladies auxiliary club onto the table.  Lillian would talk incoherently and act possessed so people were reluctant to challenge her as mother and son hastily exited the restaurant.  Since the waiter was usually as embarrassed and speechless as everyone else, they would always just be allowed to slide out the door and into the parking lot.

They even went to Pucci’s, the long gone, once famous show biz restaurant.  I have never been to Pucci’s.  My mother once named our black German shepherd Pucci but she never took us to the dog’s namesake eatery in Hollywood.  My mother never even learned to drive a car.  She just sat in the back seat of life and complained about everybody else’s driving.  

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Like Mother Like Son

My sexologist Dr. Paul Allen, obgyn, met Ken Gomes when Ken hosted a nude gay shaving club party at his architectural home in the Valley.  The good doctor coerced me into coming over to Ken’s and I ended up working for him as his personal assistant in 2012.  My job didn’t last very long because Mr. Gomes wanted me to engage him forced shaving humiliation rituals.  I had only recently forced myself to learn about gay leather and other topics and so I was feeling done to death with gay culture.  Ken Gomes and Dr. Allen saved me from further degradation into BDSM, leather, golden showers and leather because after swallowing the initial poison I became immune and walked away from it all.  Now most of gay life is extremely unsavory to me.

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Just Say No To Mental Disease

Ken asked me to begin shaving him and then he would push my hand away and in a child-like voice whine “No.”  He wanted me to dominate him.  I didn’t want to be around him.  I didn’t like his body, face or personality and I just couldn’t engage him.  I have been wanting to write about this for a long time now.  I needed to illustrate how Ken was trained to enjoy humiliation and frustration as a child by his parents. It is all he knows and it is all he has to give.   

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By Dean McAdams

Born a poor peckerwood in a Tujunga holler, Dean practiced secrets of the ancient & modern masters to end up liberated in the coastal paradise of West L.A.