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Propaganda 105: Creating Visual Patterns

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The crows tried to scare me away from the park this morning by buzzing me when they arrived. I myself have been arriving at the park earlier and earlier to beat the August desert sunrise. I have been training the crows to accept me as part of the park’s automatic sprinkler system that pops up at five a.m. five mornings a week. My crow training is working. The loud obnoxious magpies are getting used to me. I am creating new learning patterns in their little crow brains.

WALKING PATTERNS: The crows can easily identify me because I walk my patterns through the sprinkler mist swatting the gnats from my head with a hand towel. The crows call me: “he who walks through mist breathing deeply and waving his arms.”

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Writing this blog has turned out to be a major source of my emotional health and well being. This blog is the equivalent of a public journal. There are a few private pages protected by passwords but most of my intimate and personal writing is right here. This is done so that people in the real world can maybe find something they can deeply relate to. This blog is for spiritual seekers like me.  My existence is spiritual. I am setting myself apart from everything with more and more intention. I am learning how to be the source of my existence. If you want to do something meaningful with your life then start a blog.

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