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Liberation

12 Step Mysticism

Obsession with Mysticism Thank you for your interest in 12 Step Mysticsim. My lifelong obsession with mysticism helped me to recover from alcoholism and become a 12 Step Mystic. My obsession with mysticism also led me to become a Freemason. A true yogi must transform himself. Thank you to B.R. for your email about 12…

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Liberation

SYMBOLIC

Black & White Symbolic Power This is the continuing story of how I was miraculously healed of postherpetic neuralgia using symbolic representations of ancient cosmic power. I did it spiritually by using meditation and visualization. My meditation is a constantly evolving practice and an enduring subject for yet another blog. I just lifted my practice…

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Politics

MORE FAKE GAY NEWS FROM MARCUS DALTON

THE GAY DELUSION: Special treatment of a class of individuals is unconstitutional. Marcus Keith Dalton is the only conspiracy theorist that I know. It is a self-fulfilling prophecy. Marcus creates his own conspiracies and posts them on social media. He was the first person to expose me to our reptilian overlords, the Annunaki who live…

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Liberation

BUDDHIST MEDITATION MEETING VENICE CALIFORNIA

A Buddhist Recovery Path. The location of my new apartment was carefully chosen to be near recovery meetings, enlightened community and the beach. Randy Mermell’s excellent Principles in Application Primetime A.A. meeting will probably soon be live and in-person a few blocks from me at the Westside Hope Center. But it gets even better. I…

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Community

THE PEOPLE vs. JEFFREY COWAN

The People of the State of Arizona vs Jeffrey Cowan for theft, fighting and harassment. On Saturday August 7, 2021 at 10:18AM Jeff Cowan was arrested in the 2300 block of McCulloch Blvd. in Lake Havasu City, Arizona. The Lake Havasu Police Department is located at 2360 McCulloch Blvd. Jeff had five active arrest warrants…

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Health

What cannot be communicated to the [m]other cannot be told to the self

The opposite of being traumatized is to communicate fully. Traumatic events are almost impossible to put into words. We all need someone to whom we can express our feelings that words cannot describe. Our initial imprints of the events of September 11 are not stories but images and feelings. We obtain sublime emotional gratification in…

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Liberation

ROAD TO RECOVERY

The road of recovery is the road of life. Working with trauma is as much about remembering how we survived as it is about what is broken. I survived my traumatic upbringing by self-medicating with drugs and alcohol. The most effective trauma treatment available to me was the plant based medicine called alcohol. However, no…

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BROKEN

The most broken man ever to recover from alcoholism. It is quite possible that I could be the most broken man ever to recover from childhood trauma. Only very recently have I miraculously recovered from posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD). By practicing love and forgiveness I am now aware of my traumatic childhood and stunted emotional…