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EMPATH: Reading Your Neighbors Emotional Energy

EMPATH: Reading Your Neighbors Emotional Energy

The Sixth Sense of Empathing: Insight, intuition, and reading human energy patterns are all names we give to the sixth sense of empathing. Our sixth sense is the central control system of our integrated consciousness. Our sixth sense is the intuition and gut instinct...
The Three Layer Self Model of Human Behavior and Analysis

The Three Layer Self Model of Human Behavior and Analysis

The Core Energetics Model of Self: The Core Energetics model of human behavior is a three level matrix of personality. Each give off different visible and measurable energies. This behavioral model proposes that at any given moment, depending upon the situation,...
Transcendental

Transcendental

Living Well: The best revenge is living a simple transcendental life where you are above it all. By laying the foundation with diet and meditation it is possible to rise above the typical clowns. When I was in college my best friend kept telling me to “rise...
He Not Busy Being Born is Busy Dying -Bob Dylan

He Not Busy Being Born is Busy Dying -Bob Dylan

Thinking: Walking to and fro in the pre-dawn sprinkler mist thinking about relearning how to spiritually perceive and receive. Zeroing out to baseline consciousness it is important to forget everything I “think” I know. My own thoughts just tire me out...
Ripped Out, Reset and Zeroed Out to Baseline Love

Ripped Out, Reset and Zeroed Out to Baseline Love

Emotionally Ripped: Eighteen months ago I had my chest ripped open and my heart rebuilt by a cardiothoracic surgeon in Center City, Philadelphia. The ketamine anesthesia sent me into a two week psychedelic trip in which I thought the doctor was trying to kill me for...
SERENITY: No Woman No Cry

SERENITY: No Woman No Cry

Serenity: How do you like my new home page background image? I call it: Serenity. Detachment. Silent bliss of gratitude. No woman no cry.  Thank God I can finally handle women. Women are tough. Women civilize us. Women educate me in the social graces. Without women we...
Eternal Transformation

Eternal Transformation

How to Write An Interesting Blog Post – Humility and Divine Grace: The key to creating compelling content is to begin with the right graphic design and images. For example I started this blog of with the image of a camel rider because it is very relevant to my...
Extraordinary Sensory Perception

Extraordinary Sensory Perception

Extraordinary Perception If you want to live an extraordinary life then develop extraordinary perception. Developing extraordinary sensual perceptual awareness has enabled me to also develop extraordinary spiritual awareness. Fully engaging life with my senses opens...
Spiritual Vibration Field

Spiritual Vibration Field

God’s Perfect Healing Are you ready to accept God’s perfect healing right now or do you just want someone to feel sorry for you? Are you ready for enlightenment or do you want someone to feel anything for you? Love, hate, fear, and rejection were all too...
Yoga of Self Inquiry

Yoga of Self Inquiry

Self Inquiry Yoga Self Inquiry is and integral component of my yoga practice. Self inquiry is the only way to really get anywhere. When I am able to see myself as I really am then I am able to see truth. The truth is that I am not who I think I am. I am a conscious...
CORE ENERGETICS: The Body IS the Mind

CORE ENERGETICS: The Body IS the Mind

What is Core Energetics? The following is excerpted and adapted from the Institute of Core Energetics: Unifying Body Psychotherapy with Spiritual Development Dr. Wilhelm Reich is one of the most controversial figures in psychotherapy and is considered the father of...
Energy Healing

Energy Healing

Divine Psychosomatic Core Energetics is a divine psychosomatic practice of the unification of the personality and spirituality.  The experience of surrender is a means to allow the Divine and the Divine Self and Divine Will to manifest.  The goal is to spiritually...
Emotional Quotient is More Important than Intelligence

Emotional Quotient is More Important than Intelligence

THE FIVE CATEGORIES OF EMOTIONAL QUOTIENT (EQ) The following excerpt part one of two from Emotional intelligence: Boosting Your Emotional Quotient (EQ): 1. Self-Awareness. The ability to accurately perceive an articulate a feeling as it is happening in real time....
Healthy Self-Love

Healthy Self-Love

Primary Narcissism The concept of narcissism is evolving. Freud once wrote that all narcissism or excessive self-love was abnormal however he later changed his mind:   Freud suggested that exclusive self-love might not be as abnormal as previously thought and might...
Free Over-the-Counter Emotional Medicine

Free Over-the-Counter Emotional Medicine

Deep Breathing Practice is Medicine My sexologist taught me to develop a deep breathing practice to become a better lover. We did tantric breathing exercises together. One of the principles of Core Energetics is to become a “juicy breather.” Deep breathing...
WILHELM REICH: The Function of the Orgasm

WILHELM REICH: The Function of the Orgasm

Orgasm and Psychic Health In his book, The Function of the Orgasm, psychoanalyst Wilhelm Reich proposes that the degree to which one can surrender to and experience the climax of excitation in the natural orgasm determines the degree of psychic health in that...
Brown Skin Mirror

Brown Skin Mirror

Mexicana Mirror This article is for the Mexicana bagging my groceries at the supermarket yesterday. She gave me a piercing bitch stare while I was checking out the Latina lesbian in front of me in line. The checkout girl erroneously assumed I was sexually interested...
Turning Within For A Self-Created Emotional Safe Harbor

Turning Within For A Self-Created Emotional Safe Harbor

Emotional Safety I cannot save you. In today’s world it is important to be able to create your own emotional safety zone. Over the 4th of July Weekend I created an emotional safety search and rescue mission on myself. You must save yourself. Each sexually...
Love Attack

Love Attack

Heart Health I can feel the effects of how I process stress in my own heart health. Last night I was doing a simple file transfer and I “took it to heart.” I was putting too much wrong feeling into my work and too much stress on my heart. I overcompensate...
Persistence is a Mental Health Luxury

Persistence is a Mental Health Luxury

Persistence of Success Persistence and time are a creative luxury. In the golden silence of blissful solitude new worlds are created. Creativity is the highest form of communication. Creativity is the primal force driving the universe. The beautiful mind is a...
Vibe

Vibe

What Vibration Are You At? Life is a decision of what vibration you want to be at. There really is no good or evil. There is quality of vibration. What quality do you vibrate at?  My fingers have been trained to type and play guitar. Does that make my fingers better...
WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE:  Don’t Feed The Emotional Predators!

WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE: Don’t Feed The Emotional Predators!

Emotional Predators If you want to see male and female, straight and gay, black and white emotional predators, then check out a big AA “scene” meeting.  Alcoholics Anonymous is a good place to practice getting emotionally gang-raped. AA meetings are a...
Born Again Awareness

Born Again Awareness

Emotional Awareness My parents unintentionally taught me emotional ignorance and God taught me emotional awareness. My personal consciousness is reunited with universal consciousness in yoga. Yoga is unmediated reality. Yoga is pure unadorned reality unfettered by my...
Men’s Emotional Needs

Men’s Emotional Needs

Anal Health Leads To the Palace of Wisdom   Men’s sexual needs are also emotional and spiritual needs. I am hammering out blogs on Monday morning to create a community health resource on anal sex. Marketing research via Google analytics reveals that...
Your Own Personal Brain Evolution

Your Own Personal Brain Evolution

EVOLVE YOUR BEING We are what we repeatedly do, Excellence, then, is not an action, but a habit.                                                        -Aristotle Primarily we register conscious thought in the brain by: 1. Recalling, 2. Recognizing (re-cognizing), and...
Propaganda 105: Creating Visual Patterns

Propaganda 105: Creating Visual Patterns

Learning Patterns: The crows tried to scare me away from the park this morning by buzzing me when they arrived. I myself have been arriving at the park earlier and earlier to beat the August desert sunrise. I have been training the crows to accept me as part of the...
Direct Pointing

Direct Pointing

Everything Zen When I was nineteen years old a cocaine dealer named Mark Mitchell turned me on to a dog-eared paperback copy of “Zen Flesh, Zen Bones,” by Paul Rep. The book is a collection of stories that really opened up my mind. Zen practice involves...
The Great Divide

The Great Divide

Sacramental Grace Separates Catholic Practice From Every Other Religion In the Catholic Church grace is not freely given until one has received the Body of Christ in the Sacrament of Holy Communion. As a practicing Protestant I can meditate alone in the desert and...
Does Your Church Accept You?

Does Your Church Accept You?

Closeted Gay Christian? This article is in response to homophobic latent gay Christian websites denigrating homosexual Christians. You are projecting your inability to deal with your homosexuality onto the brave spiritual souls who self identify as pansexual...
Sensuality

Sensuality

Latina Worship When I was thirty-five years old I went to Mexico City drunk, met a nice Latina and got married at Sacred Family in La Zona Rosa. I was partly inspired by Mexico City Blues by Jack Kerouac and the life of William S. Burroughs. I truly love women but I...
The Darker The Berry The Sweeter The Juice

The Darker The Berry The Sweeter The Juice

Why are Latin Men Better Lovers? Gay Latin men take the extra time to make the love extra good.  I once had a Latin lover from Silverlake who made love to me so good he taught me things that I used in my anal masturbation. That is the greatest compliment you can give...
Divinity Manifesting

Divinity Manifesting

Divine Deva divine masculine flowing through the brown yoga leaves, Dominant matrix jig plugged and humming briskly through Joshua Tree. Ravens of God Metal ducking shotgun blasts from militant disco bombers, Cops in cars smoking pink cigars as my energy shields them...
White Mass

White Mass

Christ Mind I have finally reached age fifty-nine and one-half years of age and can access my retirement investment portfolio and other magnificent resources that have just now become available to me. I am living in the senior citizen higher consciousness resort mecca...
Dr. Paul McDuff, OB/GYN

Dr. Paul McDuff, OB/GYN

Proctologist When I was a young man just starting out on the road to sexual enlightenment a nice older proctologist named Dr. Paul McDuff came along and gave me a helping hand.  McDuff is actually a gynecologist by training and education. However with his large hands...
The Responsibility of Beauty

The Responsibility of Beauty

Creating Love Creating love and beauty is my new responsibility in life. By becoming the body of Christ I am creating love in everything I do. Love is the most important thing. All you need is love. Love comes before the lover. Creating love is the way to embody love....
Stress Test: RISK vs. REWARD

Stress Test: RISK vs. REWARD

Stress Risk vs. Reward How much stress are you willing to endure for pleasure? Do you enjoy the pleasure of being right all the time? Do you like to browbeat and shame other people into submission? I stressed myself to death being a self-righteous asshole and I am...
INFORMATION DESIGN: Image Comes Before Text

INFORMATION DESIGN: Image Comes Before Text

Image Comes First Welcome to Koreatown near downtown LA. We are taking a journey into the Los Angeles Underground blogging world. When writing pop songs the music is more important than the lyrics. When blogging the images are more important than the text. The human...
Max the Smirk

Max the Smirk

Defense Mechanism During his eulogy of my father a Christian kid said that he could see my dad sitting there with a smirk on his face. This sums up my father and his entire life.  My earth school father was Max the Smirk. Max’s personality was his primary...
Moon Child Rising

Moon Child Rising

Masculine Feminine Transcendence My entire life has been about transcendence.  Transcending love and hatred, transcending good and and evil, and transmuting masculine feminine division. Androgyny has always been an art form with me. David Bowie taught me a lot about...
Intuitive Energy Work

Intuitive Energy Work

Energy Transmutation Energy transmutation from one entity to another requires sensitivity tuning. By slowing down my mind and quieting my reality I become more sensitive to the energy all around me. Using sexual energy transmutation I become more aware of how I...
TEN YEARS AFTER: Quantum Self-Inquiry, Part 1 of 3

TEN YEARS AFTER: Quantum Self-Inquiry, Part 1 of 3

1. Quantum Self-Inquiry   QUANTUM BEACH: In the summer of 2005 when my eighteen month stay at Milestones Ranch Malibu ended I drove down Kanan Dume Road and lived on the beach in my RV. My black German shepherd Dharma and I were locals on Westward Beach Road for...
Embodiment

Embodiment

Identity in Christ: When someone says that their identity is in Christ it means that I try an act as Christ would act. I try to demonstrate unconditional love and forgiveness. I embody the qualities of Christ in my thoughts and actions as opposed to my words. My inner...
The End of Democracy

The End of Democracy

Oligarchy America: Boy, you’re gonna carry that weight a long time. -Lennon & McCartney There is no democracy here in oligarchy nation. Donald Trump purchased his way into the presidency of the United States of America using his wealth and his media created...
Social Practice

Social Practice

Practicing Good Social Hygiene: The purpose of this article is to remind myself to demonstrate exemplary social hygiene today at lunch. Social situations are an excellent opportunity to create a new reality for yourself. Every day I create my reality to the extent...
Emotional Catalyst

Emotional Catalyst

Healing Grief: My father’s passing was the healing journey of self-discovery that I always knew would result from my grief. I was set free. I am the lost child and I finally had to grow up. One lifestyle died and another was born. My life is being reborn in this...
Heart Soldier

Heart Soldier

Healing Heart: My shoes wear out fast because I walk through the park in the early morning sprinkler mist breathing into my healing heart. I’m just going to start wearing my ice hiking boots when these Nike cross-trainers fall apart in a few days. I will tromp...
Heart Mind Body

Heart Mind Body

NO NATURE Body of Christ Consciousness: Religion with a capital “R”.  Everybody says they are “spiritual” nowadays.  I used to self-identify as “spiritual and not religious” myself. That was then this is now. Now I am religious and...
Are You Over Socialized Or Under Socialized?

Are You Over Socialized Or Under Socialized?

Over Socialization There is a theory that modern life creates over socialization leading to soul killing normalization and conformity. The herd instinct.  My need for social interaction requires that I adhere to accepted norms of behavior. In adapting my persona to...
Bird’s Eye View of My World

Bird’s Eye View of My World

Awareness This morning my spiritual awareness level reached a new high as spirit connected to my psychosomatic awareness. I had a sick urge to buy a pack of Camel Lights. While doing my yoga sun salutation asanas the Holy Spirit told me to go to Whole Foods and buy a...
We Are All The Same

We Are All The Same

Divinity Why did Moses deify consciousness? God revealed the nature of reality as consciousness and Moses chose to put a veil over it. Moses covered up consciousness with the veil of religions law. Then Mo claimed that consciousness was the special gift of...
What Are You Hiding When You Point the Finger at Others?

What Are You Hiding When You Point the Finger at Others?

Christian Morality Cop?  I used to think that being a Christian meant that you went around talking about Jesus. Wrong answer. Today there really isn’t any such thing as “being” a Christian. Christian is a label just like gay or rock and roll. Today...
Gay Catholics Having a Real Life

Gay Catholics Having a Real Life

Modern Gay Catholic Man There is a tidal wave of new American spirituality coming from the gay Catholic man. The mystic body of Christ exists outside of time and space. The gay Catholic man embodies the presence of God as the living Body of Christ. The gay Catholic...
White Sheep

White Sheep

Gay Meditation Gay meditation led me to give up gay promiscuity and make love to God. Prayer and contemplation in the desert have transformed me into the Body of Christ. The purpose of this blog is to encourage you to try gay meditation before gay masturbation. Both...
Spirit of Life

Spirit of Life

Spirit Spirit is more important than sex.  Holy Spirit Breath I give to you now as the Body of Christ.  Wilhelm Reich taught that breath was the source.  Becoming a sacred intimate trained by Joseph Kramer in Sexological Bodywork involves tantric breathing.  Breath is...
Full Circle

Full Circle

Mystical Body of Christ My spiritual practice has come full circle moving into the mystical Body of Christ Consciousness in the desert.  Last weekend I finished my Core Energetics program with emphasis in Wilhelm Reich. I processed, grounded and de-briefed my training...
Soul Merge

Soul Merge

One This is day one of the month of July 2016. This is a blog about how to be at one with the universe. Surrender everything. Forget everything you know. There is a space inbetween the silence where everything really begins. Quietude. Gratitude. Meditate in the desert...
Androgynous Sufi of Palm Springs

Androgynous Sufi of Palm Springs

Sexual Transmutation of Energy Keep your enemies close by studying what they do with their sexual energy. People can be controlled by their sexual desire. Learn how to insert yourself into their fantasy. Most people do not harness the therapeutic power of the orgasm...
The Obscure Object of My Desire

The Obscure Object of My Desire

Do You Bring Lasting Value to the Table? Audrey Hepburn brought value to people’s lives. Does this blog bring value to your life? This blog brings depth and meaning to my life by reminding me to vibrate at the quality of a star. From now on I am only taking the...
How Do I Tell If My Parents Hate Me?

How Do I Tell If My Parents Hate Me?

Do Your Parents Tell You That You Hate Your Siblings? Parents Who Hate Their Children: The Truth No One Wants to Admit  May 3, 2015 – Some parents hate their children because they are the embodiment of everything the parent is unhappy about with his or her own...
Why Get Married If There is No Sex?

Why Get Married If There is No Sex?

Sexless Marriage If you are a man living in Southern California your wedding night could be the first night in your life that you go without sex. When I was a young man and older married men told me that they did not have sex with their wife I thought they were joking...
Androgyny is My Lover

Androgyny is My Lover

Girl Sometimes emotional gratification will evolve from unexpected sources. I am really into African men but they are usually only about great sex. I’m in a spiritual mode and I think I am falling in love with a bisexual black man. Well, maybe it’s just...
Removing the Mote From My Eye

Removing the Mote From My Eye

“Doctor my eyes . . . ” -Jackson Browne Prayer and hot compresses finally released a speck of something that the desert wind blew into my eye three long weeks ago! What a relief to have pain-free clear vision again. There is a problem with my medical...